I think I forgot what it feels like to care about someone and to have that same feeling reciprocated back to me. I miss it and I remember it feeling nice. To know that someone cares about you and thinks of you in the highest way. To know you're being thought about (hopefully) or just to have them look at you like...you're different. I don't have that anymore, and I don't know why it's lately making me feel...a little worthless. Like I know there's Jesus who thinks of me like that but...I guess there shouldn't be a "but" to that.
Welp, I guess this is just one of the emotional after effects. It's not even about missing nameless, but I'm just missing the way he thought of me. Although I should never look for that solely in one person especially a guy. It's just...nice. Being the person that someone cares about is nice.
Until next time.
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