Holding on, but letting go

So, yes. I took a long break and I'm sorry, but I needed the time. Lately it's been on my mind to write this post, but I kept getting sidetracked. In my last post, I questioned if I needed to stop loving nameless in order to completely heal. I used to be afraid of the term "moving on." I thought it meant to just forget about nameless, like he never happened. So, having that in mind made me afraid to actually let go. I thought that if I let him go in my mind, meaning to just let go of the situation, I thought I'd lose him in my heart. I realize now that that doesn't have to be the case. Letting go (in my case) doesn't mean to just forget about the person or the past. It means realizing that it's out of my control, it's in God's hands, and it will happen when and if it's meant to happen. So, the answer to the question of whether I have to stop loving nameless in order to heal is no. I can still hold on to the love that I have for him. In order to fully heal, I just have to truly let go of what happened...and I think I have.

PS: But don't get me wrong, I still remember everything. 

Until next time